While I have so much more to prepare for, I find myself merely using the time I have to get the bare minimum done and then rest. Before this pregnancy I was full of energy and could never seem to wrap my mind around why other people were so tired at times. Now I know.
I'm exhausted, pretty much all the time. I suppose that it is a great deal of work for your body to make a new life.
Lately her kicks and moves are painful, she must have her daddy's big feet and long legs. I can't recall Sophia's moves being so painful, although that was nearly 4 years ago.
This weekend is Sophia' 4th birthday party. Since baby Scarlett is due on Sophia's birthday- June 20th, I decided to make the wise decision to celebrate Phia's last birthday as an only child, a month ahead of time.
So I've finally finished my finals, go through the mess that was my own baby shower, enjoyed a baby moon, and am now preparing for Sophia's princess birthday celebration this Saturday.
My last big blowout celebration with my only child, my first child, my first love, I can't help but tear up when I stop to realize that its not going to be just her and I anymore.
For so long it was just the two of us, and I have to admit although it was hard, I loved it. I loved to love her.
And now, though her little life will soon be turned upside down with change it is still so sweet to think of giving her a sister. The friendship and memories I hope for them to share, play time and dress up and boys and prom and school. What a wonderful, bitter sweet last few months I have with my little girl- alone. So I will cherish these moments and make the most of the memories and of her only child time.
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